Ugh

Sep. 3rd, 2011 10:48 pm
siehn: (hug me for kicks | today sucks | h50)
I feel thisclose to a breakdown.

I don't even know.

Things are crazy at work; it's grand opening week and two people have quit, and things at home aren't ideal, and my grandmother just went in the hospital today, and I generally feel like shit.

My knee hasn't stopped hurting for two weeks.

I have the AU-Danny and Kono are reporters, and Chin and Steve are superheroes prompt from [livejournal.com profile] leupagus's prompt fest-thing.

I'll work on it when I'm not dead.

The only thing that's made me remotely happy is reading Danny/Steve; Steve/Tony, and writing on my big bang fic.

Night, Lj.
siehn: (the good days | they have gone away | SP)
This is for [livejournal.com profile] hells_samaritan who won me in the [livejournal.com profile] helpthesouth auction.

I'm sorry it took so long to post, bb!

I hope you like it? I'm not sure it's what you were looking for. I'm not too sure of it at all, in fact, because I've never really written something like this before, but. I gave it my best shot. No beta.

I'm not really in the SPN fandom much anymore. I didn't like Season 6 for a number of reasons, and I'm not going to watch 7. This will, in all probability, be the last thing I post for the fandom unless I feel like going back to the good 'ole seasons 1-5 days, and writing in those.

Dean/Cas/Sam.
3596 words.

Here be fic )
siehn: (always & forever | never a mistake | FC)
So, it's like...late, and I'm pleasantly buzzed --vodka and pineapple juice, man what can I say? It's a weakness.

I wrote this while listening to 'snuff' by slipknot on repeat for HOURS. I swear that song is like. Erik/Charles everything for me. Despite that, this fic isn't really...what I set out to write? Or something.

Title from the song 'snuff' by slipknot.

Honestly, I don't even know what this fic is okay? The fact remains that I actually sat down to write on the fics I owe people, and then wrote this instead.

I HAVE NO IDEA ABOUT THIS. BUT I THOUGHT I SHOULD POST IT ANYWAY. It's probably bad. I'm sorry.

Don't hide from me, Charles. )
siehn: (hug me for kicks | today sucks | h50)
Because I woke up, slipped when taking my clothes the laundry mat, and twisted my ankle. Also busted my bad knee, and now my leg hurts like a bitch.

Also I had to paint faces at the easter-thing for the community today. KIDS. ALL UP IN MY SPACE.

Yeah. No.

Ugh. I can't seem to write a single thing, either.

LIFE. YOU FAIL SO HARD RIGHT NOW.


SPOILERS FOR THE WILD WEST )
siehn: (Default)
No, seriously, it is. I'm from small-town Texas. THIS SONG IS MY LIFE, GUYS. SO MUCH.

Dirt Road Anthem by Jason Aldean )

OHMYGOD LJ STOP BEING STUPID, PLEASE I NEED YOU TO.

Yes, yes I'm writing like I am supposed to, why do you ask?
siehn: (fuck | big bang '11)
Oh my gawd I fucking HATE CASTIEL SO MUCH RIGHT NOW.

I'm trying to write from his POV, and the feathery bastard IS NOT COOPERATING WITH ME, AND JESUS FUCKING CHRIST, CAS, I REALLY NEED TO GET THIS DONE, THANK YOU.

FUCK YOU, CASTIEL. FUCK YOU SO HARD RIGHT NOW I HATE YOU.

How people write entire fics in his POV IS BEYOND ME, AND I WORSHIP AT THE FEET OF THESE PEOPLE, YOU ARE ALL AMAZING AND I RESPECT YOU SO HARD BECAUSE I AM HATING HIM SO MUCH RIGHT NOW, AND I REALLY NEED TO GET THROUGH THIS SCENE OHMYGOD PANIC. -flail-

I actually feel kind of better after that.

...This rant was brought to you by Siehn's Big Bang Fic, and the Letters F, U, and C.

also some funny things )

Right. Back to writing. Cheers.

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