random acts of violence

I JUST HIT 20K WORDS ON MY BIG BANG FIC.

I AM SO CLOSE TO BEING DONE WITH THE ROUGH DRAFT IT IS CRAZY. I DO NOT HAVE MUCH TO GO.

ALL THE SQUEE-FLAILS. ALL OF THEM IN THE WORLD.

My reactions.

( HERE BE SPOILERS )

This post was typed during the episode, and all reactions happened at the time of airing. <3

I've got about 4k more words to write.

I can hardly believe it. Hehe. I'm looking towards finishing within the next few days, possibly. It depends on how long they work me(I start today, at 11), and how worn out I get.

Lol, that's a lie. I'll probably be home this afternoon, and writing because I can't resist it, and I really want to get this finished. I kind of love this story a little, and I want it out there, ready for posting.

I've surprised myself these last few weeks, really. I've been writing more, growing more confident in myself, and comfortable with myself, and I'm finishing something that's longer than anything I've ever written, and that's a big accomplishment to me. Also I got myself a job, which. Amazing.

It's probably the best thing that's happened to me in a while, and well. Things are finally looking up, and I'm glad. It isn't gonna be easy, but then, the things that are worth it never are.

I just. I wanted to thank everyone who's been commenting on my stuff, and encouraging me, and just. Ya'll are awesome people. Very awesome people.

Disclaimer: I do not own SPN.
Word Count: 565
Author's Note: For day_by_drabble's April showers: Prompt 1. I don't really know where this came from. I was attempting to write for my big bang fic, and this just kind of came out of randomly thinking about the prompt. I hope you enjoy.

April is the cruellest month, breeding
Lilacs out of the dead land, mixing
Memory and desire, stirring
Dull roots with spring rain.
(T.S. Eliot, "The Waste Land")

( He doesn't know how to live this life. )

JENSEN. SINGING. PLAYING GUITAR. askfjfdkdldf. -ded-

( oh my god. )

Oh my gawd I fucking HATE CASTIEL SO MUCH RIGHT NOW.

I'm trying to write from his POV, and the feathery bastard IS NOT COOPERATING WITH ME, AND JESUS FUCKING CHRIST, CAS, I REALLY NEED TO GET THIS DONE, THANK YOU.

FUCK YOU, CASTIEL. FUCK YOU SO HARD RIGHT NOW I HATE YOU.

How people write entire fics in his POV IS BEYOND ME, AND I WORSHIP AT THE FEET OF THESE PEOPLE, YOU ARE ALL AMAZING AND I RESPECT YOU SO HARD BECAUSE I AM HATING HIM SO MUCH RIGHT NOW, AND I REALLY NEED TO GET THROUGH THIS SCENE OHMYGOD PANIC. -flail-

I actually feel kind of better after that.

...This rant was brought to you by Siehn's Big Bang Fic, and the Letters F, U, and C.

( also some funny things )

Right. Back to writing. Cheers.

The master post for all my help_japan charity fic. Send a v-gift, get a 600-1000 word ficlet in the following fandoms:

Supernatural (Dean/Cas, Dean/Gabriel; maybe Dean/Sam)
Stargate Sg-1
Star Trek Reboot (Kirk/Spock)
Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic
Hawaii Five-0 (Steve/Danny)
Yu Yu Hakusho
Harry Potter

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the shows/books/games listed, or any characters therein.

( That pineapple is not really there. )

We have a few pieces from 'Tkini', and a doodle of Dean I did using a reference.

'Hugs.' -- Today. [Fyre and Aka]
'.stop.the.world.' -- Yesterday. [Gashere]
'we all fall...' -- The 25th. [Tempest]
'Deandoodle' -- Yesterday. [Dean, Supernatural]

( Beware the sketchy )