random acts of violence

I feel thisclose to a breakdown.

I don't even know.

Things are crazy at work; it's grand opening week and two people have quit, and things at home aren't ideal, and my grandmother just went in the hospital today, and I generally feel like shit.

My knee hasn't stopped hurting for two weeks.

I have the AU-Danny and Kono are reporters, and Chin and Steve are superheroes prompt from leupagus's prompt fest-thing.

I'll work on it when I'm not dead.

The only thing that's made me remotely happy is reading Danny/Steve; Steve/Tony, and writing on my big bang fic.

Night, Lj.

Oh my gawd I fucking HATE CASTIEL SO MUCH RIGHT NOW.

I'm trying to write from his POV, and the feathery bastard IS NOT COOPERATING WITH ME, AND JESUS FUCKING CHRIST, CAS, I REALLY NEED TO GET THIS DONE, THANK YOU.

FUCK YOU, CASTIEL. FUCK YOU SO HARD RIGHT NOW I HATE YOU.

How people write entire fics in his POV IS BEYOND ME, AND I WORSHIP AT THE FEET OF THESE PEOPLE, YOU ARE ALL AMAZING AND I RESPECT YOU SO HARD BECAUSE I AM HATING HIM SO MUCH RIGHT NOW, AND I REALLY NEED TO GET THROUGH THIS SCENE OHMYGOD PANIC. -flail-

I actually feel kind of better after that.

...This rant was brought to you by Siehn's Big Bang Fic, and the Letters F, U, and C.

( also some funny things )

Right. Back to writing. Cheers.

Ohmygawd I hate being sick so bad.

I do not have time to be sick, right, I have fic I have to be writing, and art I should be doing, and I cannot sleep anymore because the couch is just uncomfortable. Also, just so everyone is aware, sprite? Yeah, it's disgusting, okay? I despise sprite, but I am having to drink it, and water, because apparently that is what you do when you are sick. FML, srsly.

( Here, have a poem. )

I was taking care of a kitten. She was about 4 or so weeks old, being bottle fed and made to go to the bathroom. She was thrown in a fucking dumpster as a kitten and rescued by our dog catcher and then we took her in. She had a broken rib.

She was doing okay for awhile, but today I guess she just couldn't do it anymore. She was in pain and suffering, but now she isn't anymore, so at least there's that. But it isn't fair, and she never did anything to anyone. It just isn't fair, but she's not suffering anymore.

I loved her.