random acts of violence

I promised myself I would do this, no matter how much I've decided I don't need to anymore. Because I tend to tell myself that, and it is very much a lie.

( Things have actually been going (mostly) well. )

Hey y'all.

Just wanted to say that I'm in the process of moving, and we have to get the new internet hooked up, so my connection is limited to when I can get up to my Ma's job, and mooch off their internet.

At least until we get our own sorted out. But. MOVING! x3. I am excite.

Finally caught the last ep of h50. I liked it. Didn't expect anything spectacular, but the end got me wondering. I have some thoughts, but I think I'll wait and see before I share them. x)

WORKING ON FICS, I PROMISE. I have like. Five I need to finish. Six? Somewhere around there, anyway. Lots of time to do it now, at least when I'm not working. They bumped me back up to nine hour days, and while I'm not anywhere close to complaining...It's a lot of work, and my foot is killing me by the end of the day. Not sure what's wrong with it, but it hurts like Hell.

Anyway, just wanted to give a heads up. I can still get online on my phone, but replying to comments, and things may be limited. ♥♥♥ LOVE YOU ALL.

ALSO: LINK ME TO YOUR fandom_stocking SO THAT I CAN LEAVE YOU THINGS. Mine is...On there somewhere? I forgot the link.

Thoughts on things.

( Talk about personal things beneath the cut )

This is one of the rare real-life posts from me. Ignore it if you'd like, but it's something I needed to...Write down? To just share?

I don't know. It's about mothers, and what makes them, and how you don't have to have had a child to be one.

( Read on )

I've got about 4k more words to write.

I can hardly believe it. Hehe. I'm looking towards finishing within the next few days, possibly. It depends on how long they work me(I start today, at 11), and how worn out I get.

Lol, that's a lie. I'll probably be home this afternoon, and writing because I can't resist it, and I really want to get this finished. I kind of love this story a little, and I want it out there, ready for posting.

I've surprised myself these last few weeks, really. I've been writing more, growing more confident in myself, and comfortable with myself, and I'm finishing something that's longer than anything I've ever written, and that's a big accomplishment to me. Also I got myself a job, which. Amazing.

It's probably the best thing that's happened to me in a while, and well. Things are finally looking up, and I'm glad. It isn't gonna be easy, but then, the things that are worth it never are.

I just. I wanted to thank everyone who's been commenting on my stuff, and encouraging me, and just. Ya'll are awesome people. Very awesome people.

I stole this from gyzym because I am bored. Also because my playlist is a crazy, hilarious thing, and I could not resist. I HAVE CRAZY SONGS, YA'LL, I AM SERIOUS. I AM A LITTLE AFRAID OF WHAT IS ABOUT TO HAPPEN.

( Oh gawd, I am so, so crazy. )

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I had to answer this one.

I believe that we are forged, and tempered by the events of our past. This actually reminds me of a quote that I hold close to me.

'Freedom is what you do with what has been done to you.' by Sartre.

There have been many difficult things in my past, but I would never go back, and never erase them because they have made me stronger, and taught me many, many lessons about life, and the things we take for granted. If it is worth it, it is never easy; if it is easy, it is probably not worth it.

Like everyone I have moments where I go 'why me,' and I have things that haunt my dreams, and wake me up at night, but these are things that are part of me, and I would not be who I am without the lessons they taught to shape me. Yes, I am more than what has happened to me, but I use it; I make it mine, and I don't let the bad things rule me.

Every hard ship you get through, every thing you survive, makes you stronger, and one day you'll be able to hold your head up high, and say you're alive.

Happy Food Day to everyone who celebrates. <3

I'm thankful for my family, and my friends. ILU ALL.