random acts of violence

So, I'm sitting here, attempting to start this h50/Sherlock crossover fic, right?

While watching this horribly bad syfy movie, I might add. The one with the ghost town, and the ghost outlaws, and the kids? Yeah. It's awesomely bad.

Anyway. So. Yes. Writing.

I'm going 'okay. how to cross these two shows' and then y'know, thinking about Sherlock so far, which inevitably leads to Reichenbach, which inevitably leads to me going 'OHMYGOD JOHN WATSON YOU POOR CREATURE' and also 'SHERLOCK. ALL YER FEELINGS. THEY ARE SHOWING' as well as other, more embarrassing noises which I shall not name. And of course, thinking about that means I'm going 'I WANT A REUNION FIC. I WANT IT.'

So, inevitably, my brain is going 'YOU NEED TO MAKE THIS A REUNION FIC. WHERE JOHN IS IN HAWAII, STILL THINKING SHERLOCK IS DEAD, EXCEPT HE ISN'T, AND WO FAT IS SOMEHOW CONNECTED TO MORIARTY SO SHERLOCK IS IN HAWAII TOO, AND OF COURSE FIVE-0 IS TRYING TO TAKE WO FAT DOWN SO THAT LEADS TO THE INEVITABLE MEETING.' With other ideas. It's actually fairly complex plot in my head. and then.

I'm like. 'BUT WHY THE FUCK WOULD JOHN BE IN HAWAII, BRAIN?'

I haven't found an answer to that, yet. I DO NOT WANT TO BE DEFEATED BY THIS.

HELP?

MY SHOW. MY LOVEABLE, RIDICULOUS, AMAZING SHOW.


THERE WILL BE SPOILERS BELOW.

( WHY YOU YELLIN' AT ME? )

HARRY POTTER WAS FUCKING AWESOME.

( SPOILER ALERT. SPOILERS ARE HERE. )

1. Edit spn_j2_bigbang fic.

2. Write DCBB fic. HAHA. 3AM. I LOVE YOU. I got hit with a kick to the head at 3am and started what I think is going to be this fic.

3. Finish nutrekexchange fic.

4. Write helpthesouth charity fic for hells_samaritan. Dean/Sam/Cas.

5. Write 3 charity fics for ciaimpala for helpthesouth. h50 Danny/Steve

6. Contact help_japan winner.

7. Finish random h50 fics I have laying around.

8. Write eventual coda to 6.20 BECAUSE EVERYONE NEEDS TO.

OHMYGOD THE EPISODE OF DOCTOR WHO WITH THE [SPOILER] AND THE [SPOILER] AND HE [SPOILER].

( SPOILERS )

1. Finish spn_j2_bigbang rough draft. 2K LEFT. FINISH TONIGHT. FUCK YES DONE.

2. Finish H50 fic started at 2am. ALMOST DONE.

3. Start nutrekexchange fic. CLEAR IDEA.

4. Start DCBB. FIRST LINES DONE.

5. Wait on lightening round of help_japan. OFFER FIC.

6. Work on various other fandom-ish things.

I've got about 4k more words to write.

I can hardly believe it. Hehe. I'm looking towards finishing within the next few days, possibly. It depends on how long they work me(I start today, at 11), and how worn out I get.

Lol, that's a lie. I'll probably be home this afternoon, and writing because I can't resist it, and I really want to get this finished. I kind of love this story a little, and I want it out there, ready for posting.

I've surprised myself these last few weeks, really. I've been writing more, growing more confident in myself, and comfortable with myself, and I'm finishing something that's longer than anything I've ever written, and that's a big accomplishment to me. Also I got myself a job, which. Amazing.

It's probably the best thing that's happened to me in a while, and well. Things are finally looking up, and I'm glad. It isn't gonna be easy, but then, the things that are worth it never are.

I just. I wanted to thank everyone who's been commenting on my stuff, and encouraging me, and just. Ya'll are awesome people. Very awesome people.

If you have to ask why this is funny, you are hopeless.

And also don't have a soul.

IF SOMEONE COULD MAKE THIS INTO A GIF ICON FOR ME I WOULD LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER.

( OHMYGOD )

I'VE REACHED 10K. OHMYGOD OHMYGOD I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M HALF-WAY DONE, AND I STILL MOSTLY LOVE THIS STORY, AND I'M GOING TO ACTUALLY FINISH IT.

TEN THOUSAND WORDS.

I'VE NEVER WRITTEN ANYTHING THIS LONG IN MY LIFE.

SQUEE AND HAPPINESS AND FLAILING ALL AROUND.

Oh my gawd I fucking HATE CASTIEL SO MUCH RIGHT NOW.

I'm trying to write from his POV, and the feathery bastard IS NOT COOPERATING WITH ME, AND JESUS FUCKING CHRIST, CAS, I REALLY NEED TO GET THIS DONE, THANK YOU.

FUCK YOU, CASTIEL. FUCK YOU SO HARD RIGHT NOW I HATE YOU.

How people write entire fics in his POV IS BEYOND ME, AND I WORSHIP AT THE FEET OF THESE PEOPLE, YOU ARE ALL AMAZING AND I RESPECT YOU SO HARD BECAUSE I AM HATING HIM SO MUCH RIGHT NOW, AND I REALLY NEED TO GET THROUGH THIS SCENE OHMYGOD PANIC. -flail-

I actually feel kind of better after that.

...This rant was brought to you by Siehn's Big Bang Fic, and the Letters F, U, and C.

( also some funny things )

Right. Back to writing. Cheers.